In April I had an ED screening at clinic. Never in my life I thought that is where I would end up. 18 months ago I weighed just under 13st and now I weigh 7 1/2 st. I am not anorexic or bulimic. I thought I would be placed in the EDNOS group but I wasn't. However, the outcome was that I doe have a problematic relationship with food etc etc, I am restricting calories, exercising, my periods stopped, I do mis-use laxatives on occaisions. It's ok, I am not in denial, I am having problems and I feel it's getting worse, I have an assessment for therapy next month and also going to be seeing a dietitian. I was restricting calories to around 800-850 a day then it went down to around 600-750. I am not doing it for body image (if I was I think they may have diagnosed anorexia). For me it has been about acheivement... when I step on the scales I feel like I am achieving everytime I see the scales go down and also my GP thinks I am doing it for punishment. Please don't judge me etc. Don't tell me 'you are anorexic' etc... I am not! I do cook every single night for myself too by the way. I am not sure why I am posting here. I was told it will probably get worse. I am scared, I wan't it to stop but it's out of control I spend hours in Tesco looking at labels etc and when I do cook I am now weighing everything, counting calories etc. Rubbish really!!