*At breaking Point* Had a spectacularly bad weekend, but for not very good reasons. It just seems NOTHING has gone my way. I know in the grand scheme of things I am very lucky... I have a home, a job (most people don't at the moment), etc but I just feel that none of those things are right and whenever I try and do something about them, something gets in my way. Past terrible decisions come back and bite you on the **** even though at the time they seemed informed, well thought out choices. And then to add to it my younger sister (10 yrs younger) does her usual Sunday dinner at Dad's 'be nasty to Disguise' routine and then I am expected to take her the 15 mile round trip home despite me having loads to do at home and despite my brother heading in that direction anyway in a couple of hours. Dad gets angry cause me and brother neither want to take her home so i end up feeling guilty and taking her even though I'd rather be in the car with anyone but.... Cried al the car journey home after dropping her off like a stupid *** 5 yr old. When will I grow up, grow a back bone and when will anyone give me a *** break?! Got to go to my stupid poxy job tomnorrow again which I hate (again, I realise I sound like a spoiled brat because I'm lucky to be earning money). *Sob* Sorry for the rant. Don't want sympathy just needed to get it off my chest.