Basically, I can't do this job anymore. All my enjoyment has been sucked out by monitoring, the paperwork, children's behavioural problems, mountains of marking, too much to do and so little time. We've been expecting Ofsted forever and I'm fed up feeling like nothing I do is good enough and even though I normally give up 8 hours on a Sunday to work it never feels like enough and no matter how hard I try, I'm still doing badly. I can't face going in tomorrow. But I don't know what to do. I need a job that pays a similar amount, because I'm the breadwinner. There isn't anything that pays so well out there that I'm qualified to do. I feel trapped and panicky and upset. I really don't want to go in tomorrow. I haven't done my planning today because it's felt like this big mountain that I just can't climb. I want to be spending time with my husband, not in here feeling guilty because I haven't spent my day planning lessons for tomorrow. I am so sad, I feel depressed. I used to love this job, but the more I think about it the more I don't want to do it anymore. The thought of going in tomorrow and starting the week all over again is horrible. I have absolutely no enthusiasm and the thought of being alone with 30 kids for several hours trying to be happy and jolly and a good teacher just makes me feel sick. This is the first time I've really felt like this, although I've had doubts for some time. Please, has anyone been in this position? Is there anything I can try and do to help? I am so, so unhappy right now.