This probably sounds bizarre, but today I had my first day of uni and I spent most of it trying not to cry. We were given our course handbooks and I just realised I don't want to do it. I have tried to talk to family and friends and they have all said to stick at it as I have no other options for work as the job market is so bad. I have been upset constantly for the past two days and I hate the thought of being a teacher for the rest of my life. I spoke to one of my tutors about it this morning and she said that I am probably a worryer and perfectionist, both are true, but something doesn't feel right. I could blag modules for my first degree when I wasn't interested, but I can't do that with a PGCE. I really don't know what I want to do, but I loved working with the primary children. I don't know how to proceed. I'm going to carry on going to uni so I'm not making any decisions yet, but I don't know what else I can do, do you think being a classroom assistant will be an option at all? Thanks everyone.