Hello, good tes people, I have currently deferred my scitt training in secondary science at stage 2 , I have the option to return -I'm thinking of possibly in September. The reason for the deferral was that I was getting behind in my planning spending lots of time planning and producing substandard lesson plans, I was thinking of 1 lesson at a time and found it hard to plan through a topic. I didn't seem to be able to listen to advice and act on it -which for me is strange as I crave advice -hence this thread. The positive side was I loved being in the classroom at all years and seemed to build relationships with the students easily. I don't know if it's normal to work 7 days a week in training but I was beginning to resent it . Now I am looking for a temporary job while I consider what to do next. I don't want to start back in September and have the same sense of dread and anxiety I have just had , yet I already miss the classroom. So If anyone cares to comment I would appreciate opinions, thanks.