So being Ill probably really isn't helping but I feel totally defeated. I've been crying under the duvet all weekend and that's not like me. I've been through a lot to get to where I am and I just feel helpless because my fate is in the hands of xxxxwits. I cannot get my head round why my head of dept had to 'have a word' with me because the librarian REPORTED me. The librarian reported me because one of my kids spilt ink on his resources, went to the PC to get another print, asked her for help. Why did the HOD even give this the time of day??!! I'm paranoid now and feel like everyone is against me. I love teaching but cannot deal with colleagues like this. I'm working every hour God sends and being pulled up about absolute rubbish??