I have been at my school for many years. Though I adore the staff and children I am very frustrated about many decisions this year and it gets me down. Another school nearby has an attractive job, and I could do it, but I'm finding the idea Of starting again quite daunting. Some days I'm full of excitement, others I'm quite anxious and edgy. Am I a little institutionalised from being at one school my whole career so far? Is this mixed emotion normal? Help!