I have had a really tough time on my PGCE course. First of all in my first school placement i was taken out due to professional boundaries were blurred between me and my mentor. This was due to my mentor making me take his bike to the bike shop to get fixed during school time and being inapprioriate in his language towards me when i bumped into him in my local pub. I was then placed in a new school and passed my first school placement. Then my second school placement came around and i had to defer this due to ill health. I was suffering from depression and anxiety. Then i was placed with a new tutor who was head of the PGCE. She is lovely but she said to me that i dont need to worry about my last essay until i had finished my final placement. I was put into my final placement and it was a very tough inner city state school in year 2. I had three children who had severe behavioral issues. One child called me a "hoebag" and other terrible things and the other child was jumping on desks and trying to throw a hard ball at my head. My mentor's advice was to ignore them and get on with teaching the rest of the class. I was teaching 80% from day one and you are suppose to gradually reach this. After my two observations my mentor said i was failing due to my behavior management. I spoke to my tutor at university about this and she said she would come in and observe me and ask my mentor to work beside me to gain the respect from the children and then slowly back away. i was then unfortunately ill for three days. That weekend i went to an amazing tes behaviour seminar to improve my behavioral management. The monday i went in to school the headmistress told me to go into her office and told me to go home and she later withdrew me from the placement. Her reasons were that my heart is not in teaching and she had worries about me. Now university are saying that it is a fail if you are withdrawn from a school. I dont know what to do. I feel i have been really let down by university. I know i haven't found it easy but i thought people were suppose to support you as you go along. The question is should i stay or should i go?