Hi, I am posting to get some advice. I started my NQT year after Christams. After 4 weeks in post we had OFSTED. The school is now going into SM and I have had three inadequate observations and one satisfactory observation since starting. People keep tell I am doing ok but I barely feel like I am coping. I constantly struggle with my classes' behaviour. Some days are better than others but a lot of the time I feel like they walk all over me. I try to stay calm but end up stressed and shouting which really doesn't help. I barely keep up with planning and am behind in my marking. I constantly worry about school and for several weeks now am struggling to make it through the days. I am constantly on the verge of tears and feel really down. After the last staff meeting with the start of what we now need to put into place I am now completely overwhelmed. I just feel really desperate and don't know what to do. I am trying to get an appointment to see my GP tomorrow and get myself sorted. I am not going until I have been to see him. I just want your advice as to what my options are really? I do not feel like I can go back at the moment. I can't see me coping any better when I go back and I just feel if I do go back I will completely fall apart. What do you think my best option would be? How honest should I be with my head and school? I am reluctant to be too upfront as I don't want my career to be over before it's started. Myself and my husband have moved away from all our family and friends for me to start this job. It was supposed to be my dream job and has just turned into a nightmare. Any help/advice would be greatly appreciated.