Well, I do love my job so would have been really sad to leave but I've only just finished my training and feel that it would be wasted if I didn't get a teaching job. I am a late starter (over 50) so don't have much time left! They didn't actually tell me that I didn't get the job but I'm pretty sure they will find someone else. If it is the right job for me I'll get it. I believe in fate.