I have been back at work for over a term after maternity leave. I was disgnosed with post natal depression last year. I am now struggling a lot at owrk and can't cope all I seem to do is work and considering I am part time this is ridiculous. I have no time to enjoy being with my baby I want to cry all the time. There are constant lesson observations which I keep failing and I am having bad thoughts of suicide and hate my job becauseof all the paper work and big brother attitude that has been implemented since I have been back. I can't cope. I have a docs appointment for next week but I don't think I can hold on till then I have nbo-one to talk to and think everyone would be better without me because I am a rubbish teacher.