I have suffered on and off with depression for 20 years. I am on a low dosage of anti-d at the moment and have been doing ok. Very sadly I witnessed the plane crash at the Shoreham Air Show yesterday and I have been feeling numb ever since. I didn't see the plane hit the ground but was watching the display and live locally. I feel like I need to snap out of how I feel as I have 3 children to care for and a husband who can't understand why I'm upset over people I don't know. I felt sick and was in tears today as I heard the display planes leaving the airport today that had come in for the show. I can't stop thinking about it and I really don't know what to do. I'm short fused and my husband is now refusing to talk to me as I'm so down. Has anyone felt anything similar and do you have advice on what I can do? I am scared that I'm going to drop down into deep depression again.