Hey guys, I started my job two weeks ago and right from day one I felt like I'd made a huge mistake. The school isn't bad, I just feel like I am not the right fit for it and already my confidence has been hugely impacted. I have suffered with my mental health in the past and since starting my anxiety has been slowly getting worse to the point where I've started having panic attacks again. I know that NQT year is hard, so I don't want to give up this early. But I feel that if it's actually impacting my mental health to this extend I need to act now before I get in too deep. Now its Easter I'm really contemplating looking for a new role to start in September while the jobs are still available. However, I think my school has already started the NQT process so I'm now worried I'm tied to this school until I complete my NQT year. Is this the case? I don't want to have to give up on teaching completely because of one bad school experience. But I honestly don't think my silly brain can cope with this mental stress and unrest for 15 months.