Another interview, another knock back. Feel useless and lost. Got a well meaning email pointing me towards a job and I just burst into tears. I'm on long term supply so can't take time off. I could see the doc and ask for help but the last time I tried anti-depressants I spent most afternoons knocked out on the sofa so they won't work while I'm working. Life is set back, after knock back, after set back... There comes a point where you just want to give in.