I posted my scenario here last week. I'm currently facing a disciplinary investigation as I got very upset and banged my hand on a door (after school hours and whilst I had convinced myself that I was about to lose my job as the head had informed me she had invited my union rep to school and wanted to have a formal discussion). The circumstances are very complex but I am diagnosed with anxiety and have a stress risk assessment at work. That day I had had the chair of governors stand outside my classroom door watching me teach and I'd watched the chair of governors and head take members of my team to the heads office and ask questions about me. No member of SLT spoke to me throughout the day. The letter states that I shouldn't be a teacher. I have been a teacher for 10 years. I care no end about the children and their learning. I work my socks off marking, responding to their comments in marking etc, planning, data etc etc etc. I have been observed as outstanding in 3 different schools (including this one!). I am so devastated by that one comment. I desperately want to apply for jobs elsewhere where I know I will be valued and will do a great job without pressure from unhappy SLT. I don't know what to do about a reference :-( I could be off suspended for anything up to 8 months. The thought of it is stressing me. Just feeling very very low and stressed.