I'm beginning to doubt I'll even make it through the course, if I'm honest- just depends whether I get failed out, resign or just flat out go insane, but it's been made quite clear to me that I don't have what it takes. I'm struggling big time and it's assumed this is because I'm being lazy or arrogant, when in actual fact I'm up until at least midnight, struggling to do lesson plans which are never good. Thing is, I love working with teenagers- but what else can I do besides teaching and being a TA with just an English degree and (hopefully) a PGCE? (Or without a PGCE, if it comes to that.) I doubt I'll drop out of the course- it's not in me to do so, but I do worry that I might be told to drop out or that I'll just go flat out insane- I'm having a miserable time and am in tears every night- and be deemed unfit. Short of finding a time machine or becoming a new person, what can I do?