Hi, Im just looking for a bit of advice and support really. I've been working at a school for two terms now as an NQT on a fixed term contract. Yesterday I had my lesson observation and interview for a permanent contract. There were three jobs and I got one of them (which I am thrilled about!). Tonight my headteacher called me into the office to say that they interview panel were not happy with my lesson observation and I only got the job as the headteacher feels I have worked really hard the last two terms. He wants to observe me again with the deputy next half term. If I am honest I wasn't happy with the lesson and agree that I did not show my best skills etc. However, I am now on such a downer and just feel like I don't even want the job as I don't deserve it. He basically said he had to fight to keep me here because he believes in me and I need to prove what I can do. I just feel so depressed and fed up. Any advice? Would you feel the same? Thanks for any responses Mrs C.