Sorry, I needed that. Been ill over the whole holiday, now I'm back at school I've had a migraine that painkillers didn't make a dent in - even standing upright was too difficult and painful. School is a difficult place to be anyway due to lots of things that I won't go into in case anybody knows me here. Mortgage and bills seem to increase just at the time when I really need to watch every penny. For the past 3 months I have run out of money before the end of the month - not good. The cat still gets his dinner, I'll do dinner duties at school for a free lunch! To top it all off I have found that I sizeable number of our wedding invitations have gone astray in the post and just not made it to their intended destinations. That means now contacting everyone to find out if they received their invitation or not and now sending out all the information again (at least by email this time, I definitely can't afford another round of proper invitations!) No need to reply, just needed a rant before I cried and I feel a little better for writing it down and sending this out into the ether.