Ive been on the international circuit/circus for a while now and I would like to reflect upon the amount of energy that is wasted. Naively I kept trying to cling on to the virtues of the profession. I.e schools want to educate.. Ive finally given up I surrender to the presence. I’m not fighting anymore. What were the issues that grinded me down. Lack of honesty. I wanted to write reports that reflected on ability. I know this is difficult for Principals but come on surely there’s some parents who would be happier with something approaching the truth. Spending time doing my job. The lack of trust.. please stop feeling the need to control us. The constant fighting for power/ manipulation just drains us all of energy. Stop looking to get rid of everyone who doesn’t agree or at least to pretend to agree to everything you say. It would be nice to stay long enough at a school to actually improve the learning. Please please seek help, don’t let ego run your life. Try and find the real you. Thank you. I Feel better now.