I am sorry that i can't answer your question. Do you teach in Early Years? I remember your name from the EY forum. There has been such a change in the way EY works now that I am wondering if your HT really knows what she is looking for. I have taught in EY for many years and I must admit that what is seen as good practice now would have been deemed bad practice even five years ago. I am really struggling with it all and feel rather de skilled myself at times. Just wanted to say that as somebody who is walking the path along side you, I can empathise with you. Get in touch with your union- don't go via your school rep byt ring one of the local numbers. Give yourself time to reflect whilst you are off work.